4/12/12

So this seems to be a meltdown week. I am just so tired (exhausted) and struggling to meet work expectations and am desperate for a full good night’s sleep. Such a rollercoaster the last few weeks, if it’s not one thing, it’s another. Feels like the universe is aligned against me regarding sleep.

Slept okay Monday night but had to get up at 5:00 am (not enough rest). Morning ok – meeting went well. Having the hungry horrors and eating my snacks at work. While eating lunch abruptly changed to extreme nausea which laid me out flat on my office floor trying to figure out how to finish preparation for and whether I could run my 3:30 meeting. (Skipped my 2 pm meds.) Went & picked up gingerale and sipped only enough to calm my stomach and got through the rest of the day. Ate supper okay (was starving), killer nausea back after evening meds – kept me awake til midnight with bucket next to bed. Woke at 2 am with night sweats. Woke at 5:30 am even though I had alarm off and plan to sleep in – could not sleep. 😦  This is my late night at work and am dreading how I will be able to work until 8pm (productively run a meeting) and drive home safely. Dear Universe – I really could use a little break here please.